The feeling of pouring everything out into a void that just keeps sucking and absorbing, pulling everything possible from you, enjoying every second of it as you keep giving, it keeps taking.
You are pulled between the good, the bad, the thoughts on each side pulling you back and forth. The struggles you have, what choice will you make?
The constant draining. It's eating you, constantly eating you, pulling from you and feeding off of you. Slowly, it's killing you.
The Light
There is energy that just has so much more than that void can ever eat, than it can ever pull. Many voids can feed off of you, and they do and they will, because you have all of that life, it's still in you.
The Voids
It's a wasted smile, it's a wasted act. You see through it. You watch everybody eat it up. They all eat it up, but you look at that person and you've seen so many good people hurt and gone, and you're wondering why these people are still here. These voids that just eat and eat while they smile and they enjoy it.
Living fully will give you a more full life until, of course, there is no more. As well, with the liars, they will continue and keep going until they are no more. You have to keep up that act. You have to keep that smile up. Keep that public figure. Keep that fake mask going on as long as you can.
The voids eat. The voids consume. They pull your light. They will keep on. They will smile and wave at everybody as they do it.
Still In You
That's why they are eating, that's why they need to come to you, the moth to the light. Keep being the light, be brighter, have your energy, and don't worry about a fake smile. Anybody knows they can see your energy.
It's still in you. It's still in you.
